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In this story from June 1981, the Touched by an Angel star shares how her faith guided her through a serious health crisis.
It came just like a thief in the night. I was taping the Johnny Carson Tonight Show at NBC studios in Burbank, California, that October evening in 1979. I had often hosted this show before and felt right at home as I walked out on the stage to sing my second song that night, “Little Boy Lost.”
The studio audience of some 500 people who had applauded me so generously quieted down, my accompanist played the first plaintive notes on a bass fiddle. I drew in a deep breath, threw my head back, sang four bars and then I struck a flat note.
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The studio and the audience revolved around me, my left knee gave way under my sequined gown, and I crumpled to the floor. Bandleader Doc Severinsen rushed up with a doctor and a nurse who happened to be in the audience.
All I could do as they carried me to the ambulance was ask: “Lord, help me. God, help me.”
And then everything faded away.
I awoke the next morning to look into the anguished face of my 20-year-old daughter.
“Where am I, Dumpsey?” I asked.
“In the hospital.” She leaned down and kissed me. “Oh, Mommy, I was so worried about you.”
“Don’t fret, child,” I said, trying to smile. “God will take care of me.” I glanced at my 30-year-old adopted son –a psychiatrist–standing next to Dumpsey.
“What’s wrong with me, Jim?”
“They believe you have an aneurysm,” he said. “But they’re going to transfer you to Midway Hospital for tests to find out more about it.”
The tests were bad enough, but the grim look on the doctor’s face when he came to report was worse.
“You have an aneurysm that has ruptured,” he said, explaining that an artery in the right portion of my brain had ballooned and burst. “But we’re afraid there may be something else,” he added.
After I underwent another series of excruciating explorations, the doctor returned looking even more serious. He told me that two other aneurysms had formed on the left side of my brain, near the optic nerve.
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In time, with blood surging against the weakened arterial walls, these too would rupture, which could mean the end for me.
“Your only hope now is an operation,” he said. “But, I must warn you about it. In operations like this–when the optic nerve is so closely involved–seven percent of the patients have ended up blind.” He paused and looked at me seriously. “Or worse.”
“What do you mean ‘worse’?” I demanded. He shifted uncomfortably in his chair. “Crippled, or with the loss of mental faculties.”
After he left the room, I did a lot of thinking. No matter what he said, I realized I had a choice in the matter.
I remembered what Mama had said about choices when I was about rive years old.
Mama and Papa raised us five sisters and a brother in a Detroit slum. But Mama wouldn’t allow the outside to touch us inside.
She always made it clear that Jesus Christ was her personal choice. She showed it by living His way every day.
“Pray to Him and expect His help,” she told us. “He will not let you down when you need Him.”
Her way of life was our best example. Praying and believing were a part of living in our house. There were no set times, just a part of everyday living. And so, early in life, I had made my own choice.
As I grew into my teens and saw the fancy ladies in doorways, the careening police cars, and people nodding on dope, I was so grateful that I had made the right one. For it was my faith in Jesus and his guidance that kept me from that kind of life.